2025

2025-02-27

this month is my month. it’s been so good so far.
ashe has a new partner! a dollfriend :]
rail project: went to Ben Gurion Airport
we’re in San Francisco again! this time i have an itinerary, so i’m not going to be dissociated for three months like last time. it’s also a lot shorter of a trip, and we have friends to meet up with.
i went thrifting!! i have so many cool shirts now :>
i did weed :D weed’s so awesome :] weed is great i love my friends and i have never felt so much like aoife in my life!!!
listened to Ghostholding by venturing. it’s a good album! it’s definitely what i would have thought a Jane Remover rock project would sound like. favourite songs: Recoil, Dead forever.
we also have a new headmate!

listened to for the rest of your life by twikipedia. it’s… i have trouble putting into words how this album makes me feel. it’s a fantastic album and i need more time to figure out what it means to me. favourite tracks: seams, figure me out.
canada has been delayed again, this time for a couple of months. i am looking into different avenues with which to escape this hellhole.
i’m going to go to san francisco again, soon. this time i won’t be so dissociated.
it’s getting lonely here. i’m scared of going outside and seeing familiar faces

listened to Move by Hadag Nahash. fantastic album, didn’t expect it to be nearly as good as it was. fun, funky, and important. favourites: The Strawberry Machine, Bella Belisima, Gabbie & Debbie.
listened to Census Designated by Jane Remover. this is a great album, and i’m sad the shape of my trauma doesn’t match it, otherwise this would be a 10/10. favourite tracks are Holding a Leech, Idling Somewhere, Fling.
the stuff going on in the usa has me stressed and unproductive. i feel guilty for not going through the same stuff and not helping, but also stupid for caring so much about something that doesn’t affect my life.
i’m scared of not moving to canada. i’m going to have to have some uncomfortable discussions, and growth doesn’t happen in three months.

listened to a lot of music! i’m happy.
listened to CHROMAKOPIA by Tyler, The Creator, late last year. fantastic album, made me feel connected to this person whose music i’m listening to for the first time in a way that not many albums do. favourites are Judge Judy and Hey Jane.
listened to Small Talk by Yehonatan Geffen and band late last year, as well. some of the songs are very good, but i don’t think Geffen knows how to pad his albums out with anything but 4 minutes of dry talking about how he’s going to fondle some woman’s boobs. favourite songs: Bedouin Love Song, It’ll Be Okay - Peace Song No. 349a.
listened to SCRAPYARD by Quadeca. wow, what a fantastic album. i’m writing this a couple of days after the first listen, because it took me a long while to fully let it simmer. i’m very excited to go give it a second, maybe a third listen soon, because the production is very good and i feel like i missed a whole lot of tiny details. favourites: GUIDE DOG, WAY TOO MANY FRIENDS.
joined tilde.town and set up a little homepage. if you’re there, say hi! i’ve idled on IRC for about two weeks and already feel right at home. i managed to sneak a thing into last year’s zine, which has been syndicated on this website, as well.
rail project: went to Tel Aviv — Savidor Central station, Karmiel station, Haifa — Bat Galim station.
canada news!
2024 was a good year, but 2025 is going to be even better.